this blog is becomin dusty, so juz here to sparkle up this thang.
well anyway... past week had wushu comp. a comp tat i trained for not even month.
but ah heck.. its fer fun anyway.
SO...
here goes..
1st event.. chang quan.. felt i did btr than i did in training.. though i juz had fever on the day it self and felt kinda fucked up.. but still managed to pull thru.. not bad i muz say.. from the vid that my fren took of me.. quite happy.. haha.. but then again.. i see my competitors and my vid.. and still feel tat i shlda get higher.. and its obvious tat the judges are motha'fukin bias.. and i got quite a low placing but dang it man.. hardly train.. still compete.. satisfied. haha
2nd event on saturday night..Jia Shu.. bloody hell.. the interval kena extend 40min.. end up my event instead of 830 compete become 930.. my body was way too 'cold' as it was the last event and i was last competitor.. freak man.so it was like many ppl were gone alrdy. i went to the carpet and did my thang and felt damn unable to move round like i can.. and move-over its my best event.. got 6th.. and felt screwed. but heck. haha... 1st time i ever competed and the whole area was quiet.. onli 3-6 ppl cheering for me.. haha..very few outside frenz.. and my own combined sku team-mates. weird man.. toally.
3rd event.. spear.. my worst event outta 3 and least trained the past few months.. sweaty palms were fucking me up as well.. vincent ng was there.. he wished my opponents and me good luck.. not an everday ting to have a star wish yer good luck aye.. haha.. well then.. it was in the afternoon.. the aircon was cold but the heat was burning outside.. pretty much regulated the temprature in the hall.. anyway.. my palms were STILL sweaty... but i had to continue.. did mua best.. almost screwed up at one point as my hand couldnt slide my spear properly.. became real slow at tat part.. but chionged till the end off routine.. and SURPRISINLY.. i got 3rd placing for my worst event. wtf?! btr than nothing anyway.. least i didnt come and go empty handed.. now i can SLACK in wushu.. and concentrate and studies.. and practice popping more YEAH.. but wait.. i tink more like rest more b4 i die of exhaustion.. 4 days straight of 4 hours slp is SERIOUSLY FUCKGIN WID MY HEAD.. DAMNIT MAN. real screwed. not the 1st time.. but aint rly like and somehow still do it.. said it once and i'll say it again.. there something wrong wid me...
imma bad bad guy. real bad. hate me fry me kill me.. i am the way i am and aint no shit gna change tat fact.