there aint anything around tat i treasure.
nor anything treasure me either.
wads life.
i ask this once again..
each day passes on.
juz like it always does.
but they hold no meaning for me.
no reason.
just living.. for the sake of it.
as if there is smth to look forward to each day.
when there's actually nth.
i wonder really.
when i die.
wad happens.
in the nether world.. and mortal world.
who the hell will bother bout me?
i mean like.. im juz a person passing by in ur life..
i dare say i hold no special memories to anybody who knows me.
i have no special bond.
i shall be forgetten.
will be.
not that i want to.
but thats wad happening all the time.
my wake will be but juz nothing at all.
my funeral will be done myself.
i can picture tat all oh-so-clearly.
heck.. even down 6feet-under,
even ghosts wont bother they're fellow 'non-living, just arrived here dude'
no1 bothers.
no1 cares.
tink of it.
i dun need any.
im alrdy used to it.
the world is a better place without me. period.