i have no future.
or rather.
a satisfactory future.
i have lost my direction in life
hitting straight head on into a barricade,
i ask myself, wad next?
only to come to the conclusion that theres actually nothing for me next.
if i force myself thru tat barricade,
i'd most probably be a living zombie.
(hell im alrdy am)
i have nowhere to go
nowhere to turn to.
i am not needed
why am i still here.
why am i still stuck in this... life of contradictions and ironies.
no support.
no reason.
if i were to disappeaer one day.
i can swear.
it will make no change to anyone's life.
as im too easy to forget,
much too difficult to remember.
looking at myself often thinking
'well... wad are you worth?'
and smartly reply
'nothing on this planet.'
'smart answer. now go live life.. and shld death come early, embrace it well'